17. mar. 2012

Far Away

Highest up in the sky you were,
looking perfect as you always do,
and I saw you from the corner of my eye,
wishing I could get closer to you.
So far away, and yet you are my biggest dream.
Don't go away, then I can't see you.
But as we slowly moved our way around, you disappeared.
No, listen to my silent prayers to you and stay.
You didn't hear me. You were already another place,
lighting up the dark sky,
throwing moonlight shadows everywhere.

10. mar. 2012

Acne cure - Starting on month 3 of of 3! (update)

Hello, I'm back with an update!
So, I am now in the third month of taking these pills, and it's the last month. Fortunately.
Last month there was a small difference, which got me all excited. Maybe these pills would actually work, right?
Nah. Guess I shouldn't have got my hopes up. But honestly, seeing a small difference, did get my hopes up - just a little. 
Well, turns out now, my acne is as it was when I started, if not worse, I can't tell myself, but maybe others can. 
I don't know why they're not working, maybe because I'm only on one pill a day? But I'm actually happy that I am not on a bigger dosis, because these pills smells like cat wee, and eating one banana a day, in three months, make you pretty tired of bananas.
Imagine if I should take two pills a day, that would be two bananas a day, in three months! Ugh. Or well, my banana problem aside, (nobody else probably have a problem swallowing pills with a banana, hah)
I just want to finish these pills, and then go to the doctor again, and pray for that I'll this time, get something that works. I'm tired of going to the doctor, and getting something that doesnt work, or only works for some months, with only a small impact. People who have tried going to the doctors multiple times, getting only crap, probably understand this. We just want a cure against acne, doesn't matter what it is.
My doctor said that these pills would work, that was for sure. Dear doctor; you were wrong.
When I finish this cure-thing, and go to the doctor, I really hope he'll give up all his "you don't have enough acne to go to a dermatologist" or "a dermatologist can't help your kind of acne, it's not cystic" talks. 
I want to go to the dermatologist.
Well, well. Lets see.


9. mar. 2012

Updating soon!

I've been really busy the last weeks, since we have had projectweek in school, which is the first part of our exams this summer, so yeah, my mind have been focused on that, but I'm going to update soon, probably saturday or sunday, I hope.
xx